Pep Talk

I find myself giving “me” pep talks throughout the day.
“its ok to have cramps”
“its ok not to have cramps”
“its ok that I’m no more tired than usual”
“its ok that my boobs don’t hurt, and I still love food as much as ever”
“that weird fluttering feeling I think I had in my uterus Tuesday night was probably nothing, or maybe it was transforming from a ball of cells barrier in my uterine lining into a sea monkey (I also over think things)”
“it would be silly if I in any way felt pregnant this early on, so its ok that I don’t”

I took another test this morning and the line was much darker than Tuesdays, as a matter of fact the line started to show right away and I could see it from the bathroom sink. I found the camera charger last night so when I get home from work today I’ll be taking pictures to post.