13 Weeks

For my current symptoms see week 12, and probably 11 and 10 it’s all pretty much the same.

I do think I feel more like myself these days. I even forget that I am pregnant and have moments of “oh my gosh I’m pregnant”, or “oh my gosh I am going to be a mom, we’re not just thinking about it or talking about it it’s actually happening and we cannot change our minds” not that we’d want to it’s just a crazy realization. I wish people at work would forget from time to time that I am pregnant, but that’s a rant and I’m going to try and not rant too often here.

Since there are other things happening in my life I decided to post about some of them in my weekly updates.

There are coyotes loose in our neighborhood. I guess one of our neighbors has seen them and is “very angry” that no officials are willing to do anything. He posted some signs saying they have been seen at 2 am, but since I have quit my job on the corner this does not concern me, and 5:30 am which is the time I should be leaving for work but these days it’s about the time I finally get out of bed so I’m not too worried about this time either. We do not have small children yet or small pets so I don’t really think we have anything to worry about. I would however like to request that the coyotes eat the little yappy dog that lives somewhere near my bedroom window. I swear in the year and a half that we have lived here I cannot think of a time where I have been hanging out in my room and not heard the thing yapping, and I figure anything that complains that much must be unhappy and should be put out of its misery.

I named crazy dreams as one of my symptoms so I thought I’d post about the one I had today during my nap.

Somehow Pablo and I realized he had a vasectomy in the past and had it reversed to get me pregnant this time. We were sitting eating breakfast and I asked him why he had a vasectomy, he is only 28 and we have no kids. We realized that we had 2 kids in the past and thought that was all we wanted, so he had the procedure done. We started looking around and we realized everyone knew we had kids and knew what happened to them but we could not remember them or why we didn’t have them anymore. We figured the reason we were coming up with different names then we thought of in the past was because we already used those names, and me having previous children was the reason I was showing so much this soon, even though this is supposed to be my first pregnancy. I decided we had to try and remember what happened to them. I started to get really upset and realized I was dreaming so I began trying to wake myself up. Very Weird

-“What's weird is, we haven't met yet, on this or any other plane.”

A gold star for whoever figures out that movie quote.